about a week before my birthday every year

without fail for… 4 years now? it’s a curse. lol

in the last 48 hours I’ve slept for 3

and I probably wont get a good nights sleep this whole week… I’m not complaining or nothing. It’s my fault/my choices, but I miss sleep.

Stayed up all night last night studying astronomy.

Had work at 11 this morning. Then stayed up all night studying.

Finals all day today, Astro at 1, BA at 7. Possible meeting for the house in between. Studying for my Psych final tonight.

Work at 9 Tuesday morning, till 2. Work at my other job at 6 till 10. Probably study for Psych in between and after.

Work at 9 Wednesday morning, till 2. Psych final at 4. Gonna go do stuff after, and more stuff after that- fun stuff tho at least :)

Get my oil changed Thursday, finally! Then an 8 hours shift from 2-10. Do whatever for Robert’s birthday.

Breakfast plans on Friday at 930. Then probably go to Northridge, if I do then most likely gonna stop by Pomona first. After partyyy!

Work at 9 in the morning again until 2. On call to work at 4 until 8. Open doors. After partyyy!!

annnnd hopefully I don’t have to work Sunday.or Monday because I wanna go to Magic Mountain that day.

… I like being busy and all but I miss my bed.

A-, B+, B-, C, C

That’s the LEAST I need to get into my major after this semester. Doable…

currently at

B+, B, C, C, D

It haunted me last night. It wasn’t so much what happened in my dream but the similarities of it with that one event… I never feel that it had affected me so much. I always thought that I accepted it and moved on. But last night felt the repercussions from it in a way I never had before.